4:48am

I was hoping that I wouldn't wake up in the middle of the night; and, here I am. Falling asleep at 11:30 last night was a challenge. There was one point where I almost drifted-off to sleep, but, then I woke back up to my heart beating. I'm basically just worrying about anything and everything right now. I feel like I saw a lot of props in last years show (in online research.) So, here I am wondering if I should have brought some sort of props for the models. I'm not really into that though, and the dresses are so intense that it would probably be over the top.

Anyways, its almost like I can't go back to sleep because I don't want to miss a minute of this experience. In a few hours I'm off to the airport to get Emily, then to the fabric store, to a lingerie shop, tweaking anything that may need a thread trimmed, attempting to tame the hair (impossible?) and off to the show. I'm worried that if I don't take advantage of this quiet moment I'll miss it and then this will all be over.

I really miss Misu. Living alone for 9 years with a blind cat = I really love that guy. I was just wondering if he knows how long I've been gone. But, then I decided that hes a cat, so he probably just thinks I'm in the bathroom or something.